Most of the time like a song. It's even willing to repeatedly listen to it. Not because of its rhythm and how perfect score. Nor is it how it the style of novel. But because it gives us the feeling. It can sing the most real us a certain time. The most real mood. There are deep bottom of my heart. Want to say never say words... 

Write down a and a lovesick. Gently tap the keyboard. Down into sentences. Would rather sad for a lifetime also don't want to miss you. As you lost the reason for you to do the impossible. Would rather let go of my own willing to let go of you. Keep the promise for you I will protect the rest of my life for you. People can turn out to be such a alive: in the real world. A in the virtual world. 

Different from each other, rely on each other. All want to pull each other from the original position, join them. But who also didn't succeed. 

These days don't know tired or despair! The feeling of his ideal and pursuit too unrealistic too unrealistic. Now I have nothing I abandon. 

I said. I want you. No matter what kind of person you become. I said. I wait for you. No matter where you. Why don't you accept my love for you. I really do love you. Even if you only love me a little bit. My pain you give, you give my wounds, why don't you accept my love, a love not offset. 

You never know, you bring my injury is very, very painful. You never know who my sleepless night is to awake. You never know how much you are in my heart how important. I love you so much. Do you know when I love you. I would like to bear you don't want to bear all for you. When I love you. I would like to as your lonely accompany you to any place. When I love you. I don't want to see you sad. My pain. Did you ever know. I can't see you when I was so worry about it. I can't see you when I'm afraid. I can't see you when I'm helpless. I don't know whether you care about my existence. And I care about your everything. You said I should not continue. You said I should not love you. You said I should not be so persistent. And I. Continued. In love. Persistent. Do you know? This kind of love cannot afford to hurt. But I still silently the continuation of the love for you. 

Sad, someone with alcohol anesthesia. Someone with cigarettes instead. Some people hide a smile. Someone with low cry... Whether it's that way. All is just the end of the helpless. Those who make us sad. Those who make us sad. 

Eyes a little heavy. And sleepless last night. B: yes. This is now of oneself. Immersed themselves in a game. What all don't want to. What all don't want to. What all need not to think about. Some stories are underway. Is nothing to do with themselves. Smile. Recently even laughing words played less. Or, is the smile not to come out. Or, is have no funny things. Indifferent to life, and mood. This is flatly light passes through the years? 

I hate my heart alive so tired. I hate me why not happy live. Every day is broken again. Hurt and pain. Numb to the pain. Also tired. Insomnia, the whole night through. All night all night thoughts is really very painful. Very afflictive. I don't want to insomnia. I don't want to upset. Difficult to be choking feeling. Why, why is it always that kind of pain in your heart? 

Tired of living. Really tired. Heart tired. Is a mess. Every time I sad. Always torment myself. Maybe physical pain can let me off the injury of the heart. But how can feel happiness? Me crazy looking at this complicated world. Look at this noisy city. Now found herself is very small. Is a kind of small! 

I was in deep thought. Still thinking about a problem. What my future will be like in the future? How can't see anything after tomorrow? I want to give up. Happiness really far. Good far. Tired. The rest. Suddenly want to a deep sleep. What all don't want to. Don't have to do anything. Only need to sleep to be together. 

Cigarette smoke more and more fierce. This does not mean anything. Just my nerves. Now, I think I why alive? Alive and for the sake of what? In order to enjoy? Is it? But clearly felt. Until the heart is really tired to can't want to go on. I'm afraid. Really afraid. If one day I will die. What is it like to be? I dare not to want to go down. More don't want to try. I just want to why I want to live, just heart tired? Maybe......